A mejestic sunset lays in wait for that beautiful day

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&&, what's left was just some broken hearts & a handful of memories.

I'm yawning away, feeling so fatigued & worn out. I only slept 12 hours in 2 days, how pathetic. Last night I had greeeat company. Called Pert up during her closing & her friend was disturbing her throughout, screaming, singing into the phone(&& his voice seriously turns me off like I turn off the teevee), laughing all the way. They were damn sick, oh god. Haha they're funny in a way la. That guy was damn lame & retarded la! And he entertained me throughout the night till 1plus without knowing his name. -.- Haha I was too busy laughing to ask. Shall ask Pert later (:

Ohohoh! Dad said "Fuck" this morning while he was driving me to school from Zel's school. Haha. 'Cos some driver was so moronic. Ugh almost got us into an accident, pffts. Racial Harmony Day tday & I swear SJC is being fucking retarded. I heard there was some shitz going on so they're gonna swap CD period with the first two period this morning. && yknow what! All they wanted to do was just some pledge, some speech & pictures. -.- It barely took 15 minutes dude. Then they talked about some school pride stuff & all. Some girls did the survey & we're under average. Which means not many of us like SJC. Which I think is veryvery true. :D So they asked us to do some survey yaddayadda.

Then we had something from the leaders & all, regarding the exchange program with this particular school. Omg, it's damn funny! They babysit ok. && their students there are like amagawd, you'll never ever study in there. In a period there's 30 minutes. They take 20 minutes to settle down & the rest of the 10 minutes to fight/ quarrel/ argue with the teacher & that's the end of lesson. TELL ME WHAT DO THEY LEARN THAT WAY! Ohmy, thank God SJCians are naughty in some ways but we do not do that. Phewww!

Class started & it's Chinese first. Copied zhao ju again, I'm damn hardworking oh yeah. Hahaha. Oh by the way, Mich & Bestaye skipped school. Fridays are Mich's off days -.- Bestaye wants to finish up Art at home -.- Hahaha damn funny la they two. Then we had Bio. Sat alone quietly @ the back, did my work! I love to isolate myself, I'm weird. Recess was just plain staying in class with Sass. Art was next. Helped Qiaolin in her stuff & all. Xiuwen & Tricia were being damn sweet! :D They made hearts for me. Tricia's one was.. Aw damn touching!

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Xiuwen, to me.

Tricia, to me.
(The front)

Tricia, to me.
(The back)

I love they two. <3
Such little notes with pretty words would make me happy.

After that we had maths. Paper II again. >:( frowns. I got 35/60 for the last paper which is damn bad fuck. Sigh I just gotta work extraextra hardddd. :( Tday again, we left the classroom before dismissal prayer was said. Haha :D Waited outside the general office till they finished the announcements & left. Walked home with Sass & Yj 'cos they were going to Compass. :D

Got home, showered. Went Hougang Mall to have lunch with my Super Mom :D Had Cartel. Omg I'm so fucking full please, right up till now. :( I sinned so much tday. Haha I ate my favvvs :D Pepper Fish Pasta, Caremel Frappe & brownie with icecreammm! My first icecream of the month. Damn good girl, I knowwww. (: Took a train back, walked around Compass. Got my stuff, saw Persis, Yannee & Kelly! Walked home after that.

While we were walking around Compass, Zel's form teacher called. Zel harboured thought of committing suicide. For your information, my sister is only 10 years old this year, which is P4. Mom got really worried && I got really lost. Thanks to those fucking whores @ school for making my sister's life so fucking miserable. Hello kids, now that she's living in misery & suffering, are you happy now? Fucking whores. Esp that * person. & her friend. Omg I swear I wanna flick her forehead! Like how I did to Qiaolin. Though Zel & I quarrel alllll the time but hey, it hurts me to see my sister get bullied. & I hate that two bitches. That * girl stays near my place. Don't ever ever ever let me bump into her 'cos I willl lose control & kill her. Biiiitch.

Sat @ the dining table & mom started asking Zel about it, indirectly. I didn't eat, so I just watched. Observing the contours of her face, I see the younger Glyn. I was like that in the past. People bully me, make my life horrible, feel abandoned & all. I wasn't that strong, I cried almost all the time. Teachers & parents weren't involved though. I was good @ hiding. I'll always cry my eyes out @ Granny's place & whenever she asked, I'll just say nothing. I don't wanna let her know. But Zel was different. She didn't tell anyone of us but somehow this parent heard it from her & told her teacher. Still, she had people on her side. Unlike myself in the past, I had no one to rely on.

I told Zel this, "Fat, it's allright to cry but after you do, get over it, move on with life & let this friendship go. You wanna know why they always do this to you & you feel like it never ends? 'Cos you're showing them that you're affected. That you're miserable. That you're suffering in this misery. That you still want these bullshit friends as friends. Grizel, stand up for yourself && be strong. You can be on your own, why do you need someone? Why rely on others? You don't know when they're gonna walk out on you again. Be like me, I go dutch. And when you come home, you have the family. For you, you've got me & mummy & daddy plus auntie." I felt like hugging her & tell her that I love her too. 'Cos whenever she say, "Jiejie.. I love you." I'll say, "Ew disgusting la you, go away!!" I'm another bullshit sister. And I feel that whatever I've told her, it's like reflecting onto myself.. Does it? Kinda..

Tmr! Haha ice-skating & movie with Tricia & gang, then dinner with APP G7! :D Holycows, I miss those lovelies (: I haven't decide if I wanna go with Tricia they all. Shall see how things goes tmr. (: I planned to stay home to study though. Got tuition in the morning. Then I'll do my art prep work for prelims && finish up my homework, do some revising when I have the time.

Right I shall go do some work. [:


Black truth, White lies.
<3.

6:14 PM
Mend this broken thing./
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